life

life is alwiz not as smooth sailing as we alwiz wanted to be is it? it is alwiz testing our patience and skill in makin decisions..
is life tat materialistic? or does the society can ensure me tat wif a higher qualification i can gain a beta pay job n live a more comfortable living in the future?...
this is my last chance so tat i can start studying again in june but if i do not make it again i will hav to wait for another yr...but if another yr pass wil i be able to find the courage n strength to study again..i felt bad terribly for lettin mom down..i went bac last week n bonded wif her greatly,slept together wif her n she "belai" me like a little kid who did not grow up...this is my greatest resolution this yr..to pass my this exam n continue my advance for another 2 yrs.den mom can be proud of me...i know i m left wif not much time and i will make full use of it now...i wan mom to see me in the convo..n make her feel proud..mom..i will make ur this yr burfday a memorable one..tat is to see me graduate !!!

estee,thank you for all the support that u have been giving me all this while..it means a lot tat wen i m down u r alwiz thr to listen n to make me laugh again.u r alwiz thr to listen to my nonsense..i reli do not know whr to find another like u..u r one in a million!!! and u r the greatest friend n jimuis i ever had..words are never enuf to xpress my gratitude..i love u so much...

yien,thank u to u so much too for tolerating my nonsense avday after i m bac from work..thanx for being such a great r.mate n fren..wen are u coming bac to kl..fast fast lo..and thank u for alwiz supportin me in everything i do..i appreciate it a lot gal..hope to see u soon in sabah..takecare n putmore sun block oh..

applesiew...its time to show some results..n i know u can make it!!!!! kanbateh !!!!!!!